So, I must say, my recent discovery and what not has got me thinking a lot about my weight and my health. I'm not really a "fat acceptance" type, as I don't think people who are 400lbs should simply accept their weight (if it means compromising their health). I realize people can be big and healthy. I have a friend who is more active than me and she weighs more than me.
But I realized my biggest issue with being skinny: I like my boobs, thank you very much. I like having a butt too. As a matter of fact, my three favourite things about a woman are the three B's. Boobs, Butt and Boots.
And the skinniest I've been was 125 lb.s, and I actually liked it. Well, not so much then because I struggled with an eating disorder, but I usually like my body. At least compared to since. Yes, yes, I should accept my body and all that, but my extra weight is because I'm unhealthy. First the Depo shot added hormones that super-charged my weight gain. Aside from that (aka lately), it's been laziness, really.
I'm not saying I wouldn't be happy with at 140lb.s or something, but I don't like being 190lb.s.
I FEEL heavy. I feel the weight when I move and I just in general don't like having a belly bigger than my boobs. Haha.